Nys to be a Saint

OKAY BLOG FAMILY. This time we are talking about SEX. I know that’s going to immediately make several of you uncomfortable, honestly, I have battled with this topic and blog post for a while. I felt though that it was time that I talked about it. I want to be clear when I start this. I know several people married and unmarried that are sexually active. And that is totally your business. I also know many people who have been sexually active inside the church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints without being married, and that is totally youre business. I hope for those of you that fall into any or all of those categories, that you will relate and learn from my experiences. I will unshamefully say that I had sex with someone before I was married. I am a faithful member of the church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day saints. I am active in all of my responsibilities inside and outside the church and having had sex before marriage didn’t change that. I know what some of you are th

OKAY, this blog post might sound like it’s a little irrational. And for all means, it realistically might be. But I know plenty of people out there that after a lot of failed relationships they tend to give up on the whole concept. And I would be lying if I said for a short while I didn't consider myself "Not marriage material".  Shortly after my last relationship with Tim I hopped from unfulfilling NCMOs to unrealistic relationships. I hopped between people I would never see again that gave me physical gratification, and people I never wanted to see again, that just took advantage of the opportunity. ( I'm going to be real with you- like I always am- and tell you that sometimes being a prude is okay.) I would be lying if I said that some days, I really loved being "that girl everyone has been with". But slowly the appeal left, and all I wanted to be was "that girl he's been with for what seems like forever." I wanted to be someones c

 I know that normally I have some sort of clever little phrase as my title, but honestly nothing felt quite right. So, later the title might be completely different, but for now this is the only title that felt right. This may be blog post that never really gets the amount of clicks or reads that I hope for, and honestly the process of blogging is only slightly about the clicks. But it mostly is here for everyone to realize they aren't alone.  If you've been reading the blog since the beginning you've maybe found lots of little Easter eggs about new and upcoming events in my life. But this post will really be more about what has already happened. When I created this blog, it wasn't something to make money. ( heck I'm still not making money off of it -- although if someday I did, that would be very cool.)   I actually wasn't sure if this was going to be something that stuck and took off at all. And seeing that I had 500 readers for the first two month